Friday, December 12, 2003
Tuesday, December 9, 2003
Monday, December 8, 2003
The following text in blue is the 1st comment Frank left in my journal. From that day until last week, I knew an amazing person, whom I will miss terribly.
aims: please accept my sincere hopes and prayers for Stephen. Best wishes to you, of course and I'm glad you're having fun with these things. Me too. This is such a nice note, I had to comment. I'm going to post a link to your site, or, at least write about it in one of next few whatever you call-em.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
To answer all of your emails and comments-(thanks, all of you! for caring)
My lab results were all normal. Funny, I don't feel normal. But, for now, I'll take their word for it and just be thankful. She (my Dr.) told me to limit my stress. Can anyone tell me exactly how to do that? I'm curious. We can't make our problems go away... So how do YOU limit your stress, or I suppose I should ask, how do you cope? How do YOU stay sane?
PS: SloMo asked what we cooked at school yesterday. We made sugar cookies. One of the teachers and I were able to get him to help pour the mix in the bowl and we hand over hand, helped him stir once. After that, he was finished! After his tantrum and the aide took over, I helped with the others, then, when I was washing and putting the bowl and cookie sheets away, I turned and saw him and his aide, sitting in a big ol' rocking chair as she gave him his cookies. I think he ate two, as he smiled up at her and allowed a little bit of cookie to drool down his chin. At first I felt relieved. Then... It pissed me off bc he was a little booger for me! LOL! Yeah, I choose to believe that he was confused about mama being in the class. Ya think?