Hello friends! I'm sorry to say that this will be my last update for a while. At least until I am feeling better. I've been feeling this episode coming on for the last couple of weeks, but I've been fighting it, hoping it would just go away. I was so happy, because I thought that whatever my health problem is, was going away. I've been feeling better since August. But, what most of you don't know is, I've been under an immense amount of stress for the last couple of months, and I guess it's catching up with me again. I have these "episodes" when under a great deal of stress and worry. I finally reached the point of shutting down last night while cooking dinner. I haven't eaten very well for the last week, been too nauseous. Last night, I became very sick while cooking dinner and ... that was that. I'm now having fever again and if this is like the other episodes I've experienced for the last couple of years, I will be having to rest as much as possible. I'm very anemic at this point and very weak. I think it may be as simple as, me having ulcers, but all the tests I've had done, come back normal. So~if the Doctors can't figure it out, what else can I do? I'm beginning to wonder if I'm just going crazy bc they can't find anything wrong. But, I know how I feel, and it scares me. I have to be very healthy, as I am Stephen's primary caregiver, and I have no support system. His dad helps when he isn't busy with other things. If anyone ever needed a nanny, or to be cloned, it's me. Anyway, just so you all know, don't worry, I'm still here, I'm just very sick right now. Who knows, I could bounce back in a day or so. Whatever this illness is, it's very wicked and I doubt that'll be the case. These episodes usually last a couple of weeks, and I mostly live in my bath robe and do as little as I can get by with. Oh-and Stephen is still sick, so please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. I'll be visiting all of your J's as often as possible and of course the e-mail. If at all possible, I'll add brief updates. Y'all take care!
PS: A thought to ponder....Why is it, when you feel your worst, your children misbebehave the most?